{"id":535,"date":"2003-02-15T22:46:12","date_gmt":"2003-02-15T21:46:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sunpig.com\/mt-entry-535.html"},"modified":"2014-01-18T20:04:35","modified_gmt":"2014-01-18T19:04:35","slug":"33","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sunpig.com\/abi\/2003\/02\/15\/33\/","title":{"rendered":"33"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&#8220;Thirty-three.  This was the year they got Him.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p><em>Thanks, Mom.  I was already thinking that.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>All my Christian friends have taken their 33rd birthdays pretty heavily.  Not midlife-crisis heavily, talking about death all of the time like a fifty year old, but hard nonetheless.  It&#8217;s natural, if you strive to model yourself on Jesus, to ask the difficult questions now.  In particular, the really hard one.<\/p>\n<p><em>If I died now, what will I have done?  Will it be enough?<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Nobody expects me to die this year, much less rise from the dead.  But whenever you hear of a contemporary dying (usually a celebrity), you ask yourself these questions.  It&#8217;s kind of the reverse of my <a href=\"http:\/\/www.sunpig.com\/abi\/archives\/2002\/12\/30\/im_rich\/\">stocktake<\/a> at the end of last year.<\/p>\n<p><em>OK, this is what I have <strong>received<\/strong>.  What have I given back?<\/em><\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t know.  I have a half-share in the birth and raising of <a href=\"\/alex\">Alex<\/a>, who I hope will leave the world a better place than he finds it.  That&#8217;s something.  I try to be a loving wife, a good friend, smart and competent at work, a responsible citizen and a compassionate stranger.  I buy <a href=\"http:\/\/www.fairtrade.org.uk\">fairtrade<\/a> and take public transport instead of owning a car.  I argue for peace in times of war, and for justice in times of greed.<\/p>\n<p><em>But is it enough?<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8220;Thirty-three.  This was the year they got Him.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p><em>Thanks, Mom.  I was already thinking that.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>All my Christian friends have taken their 33rd birthdays pretty heavily.  Not midlife-crisis heavily, talking about death all of the time like a fifty year old, but hard nonetheless.  It&#8217;s natural, if you strive to model yourself on Jesus, to ask the difficult questions now.  In particular, the really hard one.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[39],"tags":[1580,1621],"class_list":["post-535","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-personal","tag-alex","tag-significant-dates"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sunpig.com\/abi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/535","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sunpig.com\/abi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sunpig.com\/abi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sunpig.com\/abi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sunpig.com\/abi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=535"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/sunpig.com\/abi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/535\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2400,"href":"https:\/\/sunpig.com\/abi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/535\/revisions\/2400"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sunpig.com\/abi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=535"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sunpig.com\/abi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=535"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sunpig.com\/abi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=535"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}