(at home, in Dutch)
It's taken us so many months to get to this point that sometimes I don't believe we're here. But we're in our rented house in Oostzaan, with our possessions around us (many of them not even in boxes; some of them even in plausible locations).
One thing we still don't have is internet connectivity. I'm typing this on my laptop to save on a data key and post from work. If you're trying to email us, be mindful of this. I can read emails during the day, but my replies will be either short or composed offline. Martin has no net access at all, poor thing.
The move was an enormous effort, but what has really been hard is how much of it we have had to do separately. It started when I went off to work in Amsterdam for the month of July. Though that was pleasant in many ways, it was also profoundy disorienting for both Martin and me. We're used to having one another as backstop in so many ways. When things went wrong last month, each of us felt so deeply isolated.
The week of the actual removal was more of the same. The schedule was as complex as a ballet:
- I returned home on Thursday 26 July, and was (as usual for the commuter lifestyle) fried on Friday the 27th. Nonetheless, we packed our possessions into boxes all weekend.
- Monday 30 July the kids went to their childcare places. I packed, and ran errands in town.
- Tuesday 31 July started with Martin going to the van hire place to get a van for the move. Although he had arranged it well in advance, it took him longer than we had hoped to get it home, because the paperwork was not in order. Then he helped me with two items I couldn't manage on my own and went to work, taking the kids for their last days at their childcare places. And I started packing boxes into the van. I had it most of the way packed when it was time to take the kids for a final farewell to Mother Goose, the nursery they've been at since Alex was 9 months old.
- The morning of Wednesday 1 August, we put the last items into the van. Then Martin's family came over and we had a last lunch together. And in the early afternoon, Martin drove the van away with all of our things in it. That night, he took the ferry across from Newcastle to Ijmuiden. In the meantime, I cleaned the house, packed our suitcases, and played that we were camping out with the kids.
- It was very early on Thursday 2 August when I got the kids up and into a taxi to the airport. We flew to Schiphol, touching down just about when Martin arrived at the new house from his ferry. So by the time the jet set had had lunch, taken the train to Zaandam, and taken a taxi from there to Oostzaan, he'd done the checkout with house owners. The kids explored their new home, and we started unloading boxes from the van. It was a quick turnaround - three hours later, he was gone, and I was alone with the kids in a strange house, in a strange country. Not that they were discontent - I put the pedals back on Fiona's bike, and she and Alex spent the entire afternoon playing with bike and scooter in the garden.
- Friday 3 August was setlling in time. I unpacked many, many boxes, put lots of things away. The kids and I went out to the grocery store (on foot), then they persuaded me to go for a bike ride. We rode for about an hour all told (well, Fiona and I rode. Alex rode his scooter). In the meantime, Martin arrived in Newcastle on the ferry, drove north to Edinburgh, met up with his parents, tidied a few more things in the Scotland house, and flew across to Schiphol.
- Saturday 4 August was much more relaxing, apart from the two hour bike and scooter ride in search of a bike shop (we were going in the wrong direction entirely!
And what details should I tell you about?
About the house, which is beautiful, but huge? The space is good, but I worry that we will become too accustomed to it; barring a lottery win we can't afford to buy something this size next year.
I could talk about Fiona, who thinks she's died and gone to heaven. Instead of only riding her beloved bike when (a) the weather is good, and (b) there's a parent to keep an eye out for her so she can travel the 30 meters to the letterbox and back, she can step out into the sunshine and ride it all the time, back and forth from the front garden to the back. Alex comes out too, and the two of them play long elaborate secret agent games on their vehicles.
Alex is mostly absorbed in Pokemon Diamond version (at which he is very good, though too hard on himself), but he's been taking time out to ride his scooter, eat Dutch cheese, and watch Sonic the Hedgehog DVDs (it's comforting when he's tired).
I could mention the kindness I encountered from Dutch people throughout the difficult day's travel to Oostzaan, from the friendly immigration officer to the forgiving train conductor (turns out you need a discount card to get a reduced fare for a child...I didn't know) and the charming and funny taxi driver. The lady at the Albert Heijn meat counter who started giving the kids lunchmeat (which they loved), and the fellow customer who chuckled at Fiona's earnest explanation of how "lekker" is "yummy" and "heerlijk" is "scrumptious", and the meat was "lekker heerlijk" - yummy scrumptious.
I could talk about riding on the road with Fiona, who is remarkably brave for someone whose previous riding experience was all helmets and sidewalks. I keep myself between her and the traffic, of course, and Dutch drivers are very careful of cyclists (I also only allow her to ride on very quiet roads). But she is in transports about cycling next to me on the road, which is a layer of maturity and togetherness she can't get over.
I could describe my trial of my commute on Saturday evening, when I discovered it takes about twenty minutes to bike to the office and about an hour to walk back with a bike with a flat tyre.
I could talk about our attempt at a Sunday drive, which ended at the side of a road with two children throwing up (carsickness and dehydration, in ascending order of age). We abandoned the trip, but went cycling and scootering instead in the afternoon, and found a little beach on the local lake. It was about 20 minutes' ride from the house, and the kids gleefully threw off clothes and went in (Alex in his shorts, Fiona in her underwear - there were plenty of little girls there in just bikini bottoms). Then we rode home to where Martin was setting up the office space, all but glowing from the fun of it all.
Or I could describe what life is like in a country where I don't speak the language - how much it is like being deaf, in that I am excluded from verbal communication. Indeed, I don't always even hear when people speak to me, since I won't be able to understand it even if I do hear it. Not everything is easy.
For good or ill, we're in the house, and this is the new home.